Categories
music ramble schizophrenic tech

doomsday

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

all caps when you spell the man’s name

Categories
music ramble schizophrenic tech

suburban war

This wall is not for the communicative!

And why color shift?

there’s a lot to take in here about my experiences with The Suburbs by Arcade Fire. i think you’d call it a synchronous artwork, as there were many different projects surrounding the album. i’m gonna briefly write about two of these, alongside the album itself, then i might discuss some of the existential horror i feel about suburbs.

Moving Past the Feeling: A Decade in The Suburbs | by Alex Chocholko |  Medium

i actually borrowed this album from the local library in Kävlinge, and i got pretty obsessed with it. it was so different from anything i had listened to before (swedish pop and the beatles), i really enjoyed it.

The Suburbs is the first concept album i might’ve ever listened to, or at least the first concept album that made a big enough impression on ~10 year old me to still linger after almost a decade. it’s one of my favorite albums, and while that is mostly because of nostalgic bias i think it’s still warranted. everything is subjective, but i would like to think there is some objective truth to it being an honest to god excellent album.

just the title track alone is a great expression of the teenage interpretation of the american life in a suburb. the modern millennial living in the american dream is further explored in other tracks, such as “Modern Man” and “City with No Children” (which are both excellent tracks), but i would like to focus on titles such as the title track below, “Suburban War”, and “Wasted Hours” when i discuss the suburban horror

the wilderness downtown was one of the first ones i really remember, it was actually it that brought me into arcade fire and the suburbs with it’s accompanying music track “We Used to Wait”.

i mentioned before how i enjoyed internet experiences a lot, that’s what internet should be about. that’s what you did in school when you were bored, just adventuring and browsing an almost indefinite amount of small interactive worlds.

it might just be the communist inside me who’s talking. can’t really put to words how i feel about how commercialized the internet has become.

a short movie, featuring music from “The Suburbs”

early millennials are very much influenced by the cold war and the economic disasters that struck them during their adulthood, i think it’s very much why they are like they are today (broken and annoying)

this movie has some very interesting scenes, i think the entirety of The Suburbs experience is played out in some alternative history world where-in the cold war actually broke out into full-on war. this would explain much of the background shit that happens in this short film, as well as many of the recurring motifs in The Suburbs (war, bombs and the like). it is also possible that those are just metaphors to broken friendships, while the movie just takes it a bit more literal. i still find it fascinating, and it’s an interesting supplement to the album.

there is one tumblr post i saw a couple of years back that summarize the feelings i have about suburbs. it explains very much the nihilistic viewpoint i have about it in the form of a short slice of life story.

nothing in suburbs feels real, shit like this story happens all the time in a constant cycle and it doesn’t matter at all. some people are born in it, grown up in it and died in it, and their life was in the grander scheme totally meaningless. the suburbs are isolated and empty, draining all life that might exist. all you can do is escape from it, that’s the only way out from it.

the suburbs doesn’t only kill life, it turns life into total mediocrity. you read the text and you realize how average all the characters are, and they seem to not grasp that. it’s what they are comfortable with. these events seem to constantly happen in some suburban families, can you imagine the mental torment it must be to live like this? how do you survive?

i know how bad my wording might sound, after rereading the text i realize that it really seems like i am looking down at these people… that’s not something i want to do. it’s not the people that live in the suburbs that i dislike, it’s the suburbs. it’s the suburbs. it’s the suburbs. it is a place devoid of meaning and life.

i am deadly afraid of my life turning mediocre, i don’t want the suburban life. it’s hard to make a direct comparison between american and swedish suburban living, but sweden is well-known for it’s isolated living. the difference is that the picketed fences that separate gardens and families aren’t physical, they are totally hidden to the eye to the average swede.

[21:54] : 
have you read about the “fun pizza”
it’s suburban psychological horror
[21:54] : 
owo
[21:56] :
[IMAGE]
i hate it so much
i get cold sweats from reading it
anxiety grows in my stomach
[21:57] : 
Oh yeah I know that
[21:58] : 
i feel sick
[21:58] : 
its great isn’t it
its vault-tec level
[21:58] : 
suburban psychological horror, i hate it i hate it i hate it
[21:59] : 
honestly tho, fruits bop
[21:59] 
it’s not the fun pizza that horrifies me
it’s everything else in the story
the fun pizza is just a sympton of something even more dreadful
the promise of the white suburban family life is a lie
it’s rotten to the core
[22:03] 
ye
american suburbia is a literal hell
[22:06] 
i dread it, literally one of my worst fears
[22:06] 
imagine living in a small suburban home surrounded for miles by other completely identical homes all owned by middle class office workers
[22:07] 
your wife is neurotic, you are an alcoholic
you both hate each other, but stay because of the kids
the kids are doing ok in school, average grades
AAHHHH
[22:08] 
the neighbors having it a tiny bit better, which is always why every night there is a fight
about how neighbors are going to slightly more prestigious place for a vacation
and you need to one up them in a passive-aggressive way
[22:08] 
it’s the mediocrity of it all that breaks me
nothing of it matters
[22:08] 
no ups, no downs
[22:08] 
it doesn’t matter
[22:08] 
its a life free of consequences
devoid of choice
Categories
ramble schizophrenic tech

another∞note

Recover Files…

the less known alternative shot of the classic windows xp wallpaper

this is a continuation from the post a couple of days ago about the infinite universes. there’s a cool internet experience that i enjoy.

https://libraryofbabel.info/

internet should be filled with things such as these. would you call it an esoteric experience? unsure… i think esoteric is a good word to describe it, but there are probably better. it has a cultist-like kind of a vibe, but is grounded in mathematics (i guess)

more of internet should be like this, like i said.. less trash!!!!

good riddance

Categories
meta ramble schizophrenic

what are we gonna write about today huh

Find a favourite from Québec’s finest!

Categories
ramble schizophrenic

domo arigato mr roboto

monochrome

konbanwa shimabo

James May 'looks like Jeremy Clarkson' after cutting off long locks - The  Irish News
Categories
music ramble schizophrenic

peroxide

Laplace Transform of Step Input Signal, and it hurts

ecco2k’s look in the peroxide music video is cyberpunk with his swimsuit and really fast shades. i like to think of it as him floating around in his dinghy over the now waterlogged southern netherlands the year 20XX

this is of course only moments before the global food conglomerate BYTE private military division enter a hijacked tanker through the hull of the ship right outside an hangar of Nice, France

play The Sprawl RPG with your friends

Categories
ramble schizophrenic tech

the future is now

Nespresso Gamer Girl Bath Water Coffee Capsule

we’re only a bit more than a week away from turning a new leaf in the age of computers, we’re entering M̿D̿C̿ (1.600.000.000) in terms of seconds since january 1st 1970 utc (0) at the time of writing it’s still 1599154794 but we’re closing in slowly but surely as our destiny is inevitable and im not just talking about the incremental property of the binary value in your 32-bit register

Elon Musk's Neuralink looks to begin outfitting human brains with faster  input and output starting next year | TechCrunch
There Are 86 Billion Neurons in Your Brain
soon there’s gonna be 4 neurons more

neural manipulation, what used to be lobotomy of the frontal lobe (mind-cauterization) is now an invasive device drilled into your skull so the cringe-inducing high school memories of your future children is just one cyberbrain-click away thanks Neuralink, the soon-to-be first publicly-traded brain implant monolith i wonder what elon musk does in the privacy of his own home

wetware, or as i personally feel more comforting to call it; “moistware” is the turn of the century the question is for who? certainly it’s not you
you were born 10 years too early

REGAINING INDEPENDENCE
Categories
meta ramble schizophrenic

i could (i should)

GMOD Funny Prank

what would happen if i uploaded some content i don’t own right like hypothetically what would happen they’d send me an email what if i don’t answer it what are they gonna do take me to court in sweden ? heh my pal’s a jurist they can’t take me it’s like a de facto diplomatic immunity they can’t take me down good luck you soulless overpaid company lawyer-man

you probably don’t even technically work at the company you’re just some consultant hired to be a dmca pest

knös 2020

Categories
ramble schizophrenic

blah blah blah blah

Cowboy mode…Alone

shut your trap, dweeb god i really hate watching your jabbing teeth-filled cakehole of a mouth stop breathing with your entire face dork you look weird

i only ever talked to you because of the gosh darn fuckin’ bitch of a car u’ve got it really looks so grand espc. the color what even is that colour, is it OU Crimson red?